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    Testament

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    Love for the coal, the diamond and the tree;

      Love for all eyes, for star, for meteor-swarm -

      Glory be to God for all of Three.

      Let there be life for every loving thing,

      Life for the Light that out of Glory grew;

      Life for the Harmony my soul can sing -

      Glory be to God for all of Two.

      Let there be Fire for every holy heart,

      Fire understanding; Fire for duty done;

      Fire for the rapture of God's rejoining part -

      Glory be to God for All of One.

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      ICHTHUS

      Help me - oh help me endure.

      One touch from your finger-tip, fierce glory,

      Is enough!

      All that is darkest in me rises to the surface

      Of my soul,

      That which is dross, impure

      Is borne up on the tide of my lanced love

      My Lord, my Jesus, for you take me whole

      To make the hopeless holy.

      You have harpooned your struggling fish, O Man-God,

      Master of Seas!

      It is your net I fear far more than your will's sword,

      Unvanquished Jesus!

      It is your net - the stifling shock of shoals hauled asunder,

      Outpoured as silver at your wounded feet;

      The terror and glory

      Is my drop lost already in your ocean.

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      1Fishing

      ( A Double Etheree )

      On

      grey-blue

      Galilee

      a soft mist lies

      Our nets arc outward

      Fishing is poor today

      The wet mesh only lifts weed

      And we have a living to make

      Somehow. Andrew gasps, points to the prow -

      There stands Jesus, who had not come with us.

      “Cast to the other side,” he says. The mast

      Swings as we haul water-heavy net

      To starboard; we stagger righting

      The boat, every rope tightens,

      Each muscle taut, Peter

      Staring at Jesus -

      Then at the shoal -

      Then Jesus

      on the

      Sea

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      JESU, WE LIFT OUR LIGHT TO THEE

      The child whose eyes are full of stars

      That burn the hills of broken cars,

      The man whose smile is like the sun,

      whose only wealth is everyone -

      Jesu, we lift our light to Thee

      To glorify their poverty.

      The girl as simple as the moon

      robbed of her innocence too soon;

      The mothers who are left to pray

      For sons and husbands locked away -

      Jesu, we lift our light to Thee

      To shine in their captivity.

      The bones upon the searing plain

      Too weak to reach for milk or grain;

      The hands that cry from fields of blood

      Dying in debris, war, and mud -

      Jesu, we lift our light to Thee

      To guide us to Eternity.

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      PRAYER

      Give me my share of the power of the mountains

      And my part of the trees’ prayer.

      Give me the wind to quicken my feet

      And the birds to sing to.

      Let me remember roses

      And that rainbows begin in cloud,

      That the sky has wept oftener than I,

      And that tears may sleep in the quiet kiss of the grass.

      Give me the love of man,

      And fill it with light

      So that my heart is not weighed down with wings,

      But make it the gay feather on which I fly.

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      PSALM

      Dear God, I touch the hem of your listening darkness

      with my heart;

      And my lips are filled with light.

      Clambering on the vanishing treads of prayer,

      Each thought's finger strains in outreach unto you;

      And it is wholly there, Mind close in for the strong force

      To fuse Mind Holy with lowlier mind;

      As a fine bead breaks of dew, runs at a water's touch,

      is lost in the pool.

      As a passion of wind and wave claps cloud

      and the soaring sea together

      Rapt in the silent eye of the vortex.

      O God, I am a moving stillness within you:

      But touch my need with the finest filament of your Will,

      Time is re-woven.

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      THE COMING

      When you first came - your clarion sounded by a thousand fables -

      Nobody noticed you, hid in your own shadow,

      Nobody saw the Man behind the winding-sheet

      Who opened his arms wide and called to the children;

      Who opened his arms wide with a lovely smile

      And touched the amazing glass for all to see

      In the bending light your face...bare Love breaks through a fissure of time

      In which the heart, the Earth, and the Sun, stop.

      And the second time,

      You blew like pollen through a thousand hearts

      Lighting the grains of love into a flare;

      Striking like a match dry nerves, and in a running flame

      Catching the hands of the unprepared, of the unwary,

      Catching the hands of the dancers in delight

      And running with their messages of love

      All over the Universe.

      We are astonishment, we whose wide eyes were burnt open;

      Bursting like stars on the firmament of fear.

      The third Coming comes in a blue silence. Those

      Who have understood, bowing their melting eyes

      To the Infinite as the liquid Love of the Will of the Father

      Floods and flows over the last banks of our history,

      Floods and flows white as our burning blood,

      Yielding with utmost grace each heart to the Inconceivable

      As gaunt brothers tower in fear over a brief terrain

      And are taken, all, with the body of the world.

      And are faced, all, by the eyes of Christ in the blue silence

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      THE PILGRIM KING

      Christ is your Creed, your high endeavour;

      He that is Love let none deny.

      You are the loved, without Him never -

      In shadow and sunlight standing by.

      Christ is your Truth, your God, your Saviour;

      Ye are no wiser than His Word.

      Dutiful be in all behaviour

      Unto that Song the soul has heard.

      No-one is lost; His dearest pleasure

      Is ever to be our homeward Guide,

      Gathering slowly all his treasure

      Of human hearts to the Angels’ side.

      Lord of our Joy, no tongue can praise you

      More than the Christed soul can sing!

      Beacon of Love in Heaven ablaze, You

      Reign in our hearts as the Pilgrim King.

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      WALKING ON THE WATERS

      You walk among us, and we become

      Incandescent. Who are You?

      You are the Light of the world, our life's flame

      Opening bone and nail to reality.

      Our liquid lives run away from the last cry

      Cross-hatched with pain, melting into Your feet

      To bear You mutely as the waters bore You -

      All we can do, to make this Death complete

      Is haul our Tree down to the rising tide,

      The debris-ridden sea we call a soul.

      Back in the lovely desert of our lies

      The weight of it seared us, old and black as coal.

      Nothing behind us but the wastes of time,


      Nothing before us but the Saviour's face,

      Like mad men we float out on the Cross

      To enter You. In the dirtiest, holiest place.

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      THE VIRGIN WINDOW

      A little child I do not know

      With a stone broke my window.

      The beautiful glass, all shattered and smashed

      Lay on the floor where it had crashed,

      Its jewelled colours alive no more -

      In fragments dead upon the floor.

      Mother Mary's gentle face

      Was cracked and holed in many a place.

      Her soft-draped cloak of heavenly blue

      That glowed like love when the sun shone through

      Was torn from the limbs of the Virgin Queen

      And there was a hole where her heart had been.

      The cruel stone lay there below.

      I picked it up and with sorrow

      Bluring my sight with tears unshed,

      My mind numbed and my heart like lead,

      Wearily over the glass I stepped,

      Sat down on a chair, and wept.

      (Written when I was thirteen.)

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      NURSERY RHYME

      Jesus Christ is ours today,

      His Sun will shine on straight and gay!

      Leave the trivial, leave the smart

      And come to the Lover that’s in your heart.

      Come with a whoop or come with the gall,

      Come if you’re ill or you’re not at all.

      Up the ladder where angels fall -

      A Cup and Loaf will serve us all!

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      BIG BANG

      One day which never existed,

      God

      in solitary rage surprised Himself with a Thought

      so unsustainable in the here-to-fore

      He cracked the unflawed sheer shimmer

      of Monad in Equilibrium,

      He broke Mind

      mirrored in all directions,

      He shivered Infinity

      and the incorporeal mighty Hand that held it,

      thus beginning seven days of Bad Luck

      as Time was born

      in the vortex.

      Being God,

      Resourceful, He stretched forth His other hand

      upon the vortex, with an opposite charge -

      And Said: LET THERE BE LIGHT, and There Was Light

      flashing from splinter to splinter, aeon to age;

      suns of a shattered hand blinked fire into and out of a myriad million dizzy reflections

      glinting Godhead back,

      curled time-shards

      reduplicating spin-drift, inkblot, starclot and coalsack -

      by which light a God could see His scattered parts

      And Being 

      God, He Said:

      LET THEM FLY

      Asunder upon the wind of

      My unparalleled Imagination,

      LET THEM SEED where a

      plus-minus meets in the heart of light

      a microcosmic god in the anti-mind, for this

      is Matter of Moment; let there be Life, therefore,

      so let there be Soul - let there be male, and female

      warring and mating; let there be holes for light to penetrate,

      dramatic poles, north and south in collision, upwards, down -

      as in My excess I find

      sorrow I cannot drown

      in the necessity

      for light to

      mend Me by,

      so will my Self,

      enantiomorphic

      twin of Me and

      friend

      be lover of that Light,

      his flesh a bandage for My fractured dignity

      for a seven-night.

      Till then,

      Let every action have its equal and opposite reaction.

      Let there be

      Polarity, pendulum, fractal, parabola

      And parity.

      Thus Spake God …

      … One Day that suddenly existed, as

      a myriad million fragments of Forever

      took their first lesson in strife and alchemy;

      towards which sex, war, succour, science and sainthood,

      the long, vain struggle to tie the strings of symphonies

      between grass and the galaxy, Caligula and Christ -

      So many poles of puzzlement, poor man-thing! -

      making itself slowly in God's other image,

      feet on a star, head in the coalsack.

      God forgot

      to make men like snails. Here it is Sunday lunch

      And still we have not mapped our route for the last afternoon

      of our life; the future winks only briefly at us

      out of the healing mirrors.

      Some are struggling

      To put their eyes out on stalks and see around corners

      of the inconceivable before the last trump

      is played, the last supper indigested and

      the disbelievable unMichaelangelic Hand

      reach forth to converge the silver trails

      of the slow, vulnerable, visionary sun

      housing the soul in helix.

      Here they come,

      a few at a time,

      the unrejected cells;

      a Miracle is made.

      The Wound

      closes.

      Thy Hand, O God

      may close the eyes of Time - but it is built of us!...

      We who have put out the cat may be most unwilling to

      put out the stars the cat and we have hunted our dreams by,

      may be discontent;

      may fidget with the smoothed fabric of Space,

      finger the substance of the Maker's Dream,

      flex the muscles of a new idea -

      Spring a surprise.

      Forward to Index

      On Astrology

      THE LATE, GREAT ...

      Jeff, John and Ron -

      All gone.

      Mayo, Addey and Davison.

      Charles Harvey and Charles Jayne;

      Al H. Morrison.

      The quiet teachers,

      The mercurial out-reachers,

      The wired-world explorers,

      Sacrificing self for us.

      Walker, Elliot, Woodruff

      Achieved enough

      And they are gone

      To the real

      With Jim, Howard, Neil -

      Lewis, Sasportas and Michelson.

      The men of presence,

      The laid-back and the intense,

      The spiritual mothers,

      The many unforgotten others.

      Rudhyar, Ruperti, Ebertin

      Have now been

      Where all is known

      And Moby Dick is, Johndro, Maurice Wemyss

      To whom we are dreams.

      Ingrid Lind. Ada and Ivy. Margaret Hone.

      Jacob, and Olivia, and Michel -

      Schwartz and Barclay and Gauquelin -

      Shine on where all is well

      With our wise-women and our starmen.

      Now we are the teachers,

      We are the out-reachers;

      They before, beside us, behind us

      Invisibly remind us.

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      THE PRICE OF FAME

      You used to be my friend;

      Such is the price of fame,

      That partnership would end

      Once you had made your name.

      I found you at my door;

      I taught you all I knew.

      The glamour that you wore

      An amusing part of you.

      The showman and the mage

      Reached for the wheels of time,

      Spun them on every page,

      Made them your pantomime.

      Now here’s the photograph,

      That weekend in July

      When I made people laugh ...

      You never said Goodbye.

      And here’s the quarter-page,


      The store, the famous face;

      And here’s the West End stage;

      And Strictly in eighth place.

      Here’s the remark you made,

      Burned on a DVD,

      The moment you betrayed

      Your soul, to be rid of me:

      The stars that lit your way,

      All that I value dearly

      You still exploit for pay

      Yet were a hobby, merely.

      Once, you always swore

      Never to fail a friend,

      And now one heart is sore

      Which you refuse to mend.

      If I am to forgive,

      Leap from the turning wheel,

      Abort its narrative ...

      If we are both to heal,

      Deep in the heart of light

      My bitterness, my shame

      Must die, and I rewrite

      The price we pay for fame.

      Forward to Index

      Macrocosm in Microcosm …

      23 Senryu on Astrological Technique

      DRACONIC

      Core values. The Sun

      Counted from the Dragon's Head.

      Trunk of an old tree.

      Nodic arc - a fine

      Anagram of Draconic.

      And hears God ...!

      TROPICAL

      Character-building

      Light streams from the Equinox

      Nests, broken branches

      SIDEREAL

      The great scheme of things

      One small world set in the stars

      Tree in a landscape

      DWAD

      I behind the eye -

      On the twelfth step of Being

      Life enters and leaves

      HELIOCENTRIC

      Check for vital signs -

      Faults glare, gifts shine in God's Eye

      Hidden agendas

      REFLEXES

      Squaring the Circle

      Warp and weft of painted Light

      Flying your colours

      Q CHARTS

      My time - flying hands

      Turn up the deal of the day.

      You are my transit.

      X CHARTS

      Great expectations -

      My riches under your Dragon

     


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